i tried to analyze and understand
rationalize and comprehend
i'm trying but i'm failing now
i need the common sense
i've lost along the way, or never had
it's obviously gone
i tried to compromise and spread it thin
i played the odds and lost it all
i'm sinking too fast to call out
you'll never hear me crying
i tried to go your way, what can i say
i guess i never wanted it or wanted to be
the way you wanted it for me
i wish i could have given it to you
i guess we'll have to wait and see
give me some time away and let me sleep on it
i have a long life still ahead of me
for now i'll start with an apology
cause i admit it, i regret it
now i'm on the outside
of the circle
i thought i'd be in
go on this way
i'll never make it through
i'll rip a thousand parts into a million pieces, i've spread myself thin
and nothing is getting done